Today, I started vlogging, again.
For more than a year now, I am in a situation that I cannot really define as depression. I really do not know what's happening and it is already affecting my productivity. I tried to research about it, of course through google and just typing the feelings that I am experiencing.
The results said that it is not really depression but borderline anxiety. I just need an outlet to voice out what I think and feel. I think it is just pent up emotions, creativity and energy. Thank you Dr. Google. I believe that writing a blog is a good idea and might as well continue my vlogging. When I started vlogging 4 years ago, the reason why I started to do it was because everyone is doing it and of course, the income you will earn from it. However, I got tired because I am pressured to do the things other vloggers would do. And I feel like it was not my personality. But I am thankful that I did uploaded some videos because I got to reminisce what happened in my life during those times.
Now I realize the positive side of vlogging. I got to capture the memories because we are not getting any younger. We are not able to go back and relive those memories in videos but only in our minds. I decided to doing it not because for money but because of the memories that I will be able to capture. I hope that it is not too late.
Toodles!
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