40.

 Yesterday, I turned 40. 

Yes dear,  BIG 40. 

As they say life begins at 40 but I felt like life has already begun for me years ago. hahaha. What do they really mean by life begins at 40? Will my wrinkles go or it is just beginning? Will my problems go or should I expect more? 

Maybe that phrase means that you will get the true meaning of life when you turned forty years old. Because that's what I am feeling now. I feel more mature and knowledgeable. You get to choose your own battles. You only want a peaceful life, no calls and messages during your free time. You get to enjoy movies alone and reading books (which I am trying to get back to as well). I know feel that I have little time on earth and needs to do meaningful things. You really wanted to do a lot of things because you already realized that the light at the end of the tunnel is now bigger that how it was 10 years ago. 

I know think what to do next? I will be nothing in 30-35 years. People will ignore me because I am no use to them already. So much things to do in next 3 decades. My only wish is that I still get to reach in my 70s, being able to enjoy my grandkids. But for now, we continue to hustle. 

Thank you, Lord Jesus. 

Toodles!